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I am so very sorry for your loss. He is an angel to watch over you all.

- Jan, Wilmington Island, Ga

It’s been almost a month since you left us here. I miss your persistent nudges to remind me you were still here. Every little thing reminds me of you. I wish I had gotten a chance to look into your eyes or hear your voice. Thank you for letting me get to hold your hands and kiss your sweet face. I will never never stop missing you. I love you sweet baby!

- Mommy

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Still think of you every day. I miss you so much more than words could ever say. I wish I could turn back time and hold you again. I love you baby boy and I’ll never stop loving you. I hope that you are safe in the arms of loved ones who’ve gone on before you, singing with the angels and worshiping God. I wish I was there with you instead of here dealing with all the hardships of life. Ollie you will always be my baby, such a special birthday gift that I will forever cherish. Sleep in heavenly peace until we meet again.

- Mommy

Merry Christmas Ollie! I’m so sad I didn’t get to see you grow into the handsome intelligent boy I know you would have been. You would have been 3 months old today and I just can’t help missing you just a little more. I loved you yesterday I love you today and I’ll love you forever. -Mommy

I made an angel mold for you today and it looks so much like me I cried. I miss you so much sweet baby. I will love you always and I hope to hold you I’m my arms again.

- Mommy

I just wanted to let you know I'm always thinking of you. Tomorrow will mark 20 years since my mom died. I pray that you're with her right now getting all the hugs and kisses I can't give to you. Your dad and I are officially getting married in a little less than a month. I wish you both could be there. I miss you so much. I love you always and forever.

- Mommy, Savannah, GA

Mommy and daddy are getting married next weekend and we wish you could be there with us. We miss you so much! We will be sure to carry you with us in mind and spirit and hope that you are looking down on us with love knowing we always had the best intentions for you. I pray we meet again soon but until then I'll cherish the moments we had with you. I love you so much, always and forever.

- Mommy, Savannah, GA

I miss you so much sweet baby! I just wanted to let you know that mommy and daddy got married this weekend and we had you there with us in spirit and we wore your ashes so that way you would be three in every aspect including the pictures. It doesn't change the fact that I wish you were there in person but I'm glad I was able to carry you with me. I love you so much. Kiss DJ, my mom and your great grandparents for me. I will always carry a flame in my heart for you until I see you again.

- Mommy, Savannah, GA

There's not a day that goes by I don't think of you. I miss you so much. Please continue to watch over us. We love you Ollie!

- Mommy, Savannah, GA

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HAPPY 1ST BIRTHDAY TO MY BEAUTIFUL BABY BOY!! I LOVE AND MISS YOU SO MUCH :( Today we are going to release lanterns for you it's not much but I wanted to do something to honor you on your special day cause you'll always be special to me

- Mommy, Savannah, GA

Miss you so much my sweet baby boy. Life here on earth just didn't feel right without you here. I thought you would be here making things better but instead you're in heaven and I'm here in so much pain it's unbearable. Every day I wish that I left here with you because honestly there feels like there's nothing left here for me I've lost so much my grandparents parents you and DJ and a few friends and now I've lost the house that my mom and grandad worked so hard to build. I feel like a failure and I'm questioning my very existence more and more with each paying day...was I really just born to continue to endure endless amounts of pain?? :( Pray for all of us and pray that I find peace cause until I do I'm going to be in turmoil wishing for an end to this torture. I love and miss you and I wish that you never left me here :(

- Mommy, Savannah, Ga

I miss you so much. Every day that I live life I feel like my whole existence was a mistake :( I'm sorry that I couldn't do more to protect you. I wish it had been me that had left here instead of you cause I'm tired of losing loved ones. And although I may not be directly guilty of anything I feel guilt and remorse over losing each of you especially you DJ and my mom. It's almost the holidays and I have to spend another season without each of you. It breaks my heart and stone days I get lost in my thoughts even when I'm too busy to do anything including think. I love you sweet baby and I hope to see you again soon

- Mommy, Savannah, GA

The past few days have been especially hard and honestly I don't want to go on living. I keep trying to reason that things will get better but they just seem to get worse and worse and I'm tired of fighting. I wish I could leave this miserable life behind and join you forever. I miss you. I miss being happy. I'm tired of all the physical and emotional pain. The worst part of it all is no one gets it and no one is here to listen so I'm trapped in my head with all of my thoughts and feelings and all of this pain and it's too much. I just feel like having you here would have helped me deal with things because I was already coping with so much before you left me and I know it's selfish to want you here but I need some kind of sanity to keep me here....pray for your mom cause I'm not okay

- Mommy, SAVANNAH, GA

It's only a few days until Christmas and I miss you terribly. It's been almost 15 months since I last felt you move or held your hand. I never got to look into your sweet eyes or hear your voice but I know you were perfect, perhaps too perfect for earth. I will always miss you but even more so this year than others. I feel completely alone without you here this year and my life feels flipped upside down. People always thought I had a third child and always a little boy. I spent so many years preparing for you and when you finally arrived I didn't get to share any real moments with you. I'm still so devastated. Time may heal wounds but the scars remain. I love and miss you always. I hope we meet again one day soon. Merry Christmas Ollie Love always,

- Mommy, Savannah, GA

Happy New Year Ollie! I know I'm a few weeks late just can't wrap my head around the fact that I have to spend another year without you :( I miss you so much I think of you all the time and imagine holding your hand just one more time. I love you sweet baby. You will always be in my heart and mind until we meet again

- Mommy, SAVANNAH, GA

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY SWEET BABY! I MISS YOU SO MUCH! I look at your pic everyday and think of you even more. I love you to the moon and back

- Mommy, Savannah, GA

My heart is heavy...never did i imagine that your siblings would turn their backs on me and lie just to stay with someone else. How i wish I had left this crappy place with you....no pain no drama nothing but peace. I miss you sweet baby pray for me and send me a hug i could really use it right now

- Mommy, Savannah, Georgia

I miss you so much! If you were here you would be big enough to give me hug which is what I could really use right now. I love you my beautiful baby boy! I will always love you and long for the next time I will get to see you. It's almost your oldest brother's 18th birthday and I don't think I will see him, so say a prayer for me that I'm okay these next few days and weeks. As always hug your grandparents for me since I can't anymore. Love you more than words can say,

- Mommy, Savannah, GA

It's been a rough few weeks for me sweet baby. I've cried more than I've smiled. I miss you and my parents and grandparents so much. Sometimes I question why I was born if my life is just going to always be full of so much pain. I watch others have the things I wanted such as greatgrandparents to love on them or a family who supports them and it hurts to know I never really had those things. And since December I've been wishing I never went to the church where I spent the majority of my life cause I've been betrayed by some ppl there, ppl who have no idea what it feels like to walk in my shoes, with no one to support you but yourself. I'm glad I have your dad, even when we don't see eye to eye cause he sticks with me through the good the bad and the ugly. As always please hug those in heaven that I can no longer hug and say a prayer for me. I really miss you sweet angel and I am glad that I got to be your mom, even if I only got to hold you for a short time. I love you always!

- Mommy, Savannah, GA

I have been thinking about you a lot and really just wishing i could hold you and cover you with love and kisses. I miss you more than words can ever say, and I wish that I had more time with you. I hardly ever see your siblings anymore due to meddling liars, so it would be nice to at least be able to hold my youngest baby but I can't. We have a cat that I named after you and he likes to hug me and lay with me, so sometimes I think that he's showing me all the love you can't physically share with me. I wish you were here or I was there with you because life had been really difficult lately and but having you here hasn't made any of this any easier. I love you too the moon and back. Sleep well my beautiful angel.

- Mommy, Savannah, GA

My last post had lots of typos I'm sorry for that. I was very upset and struggling to write you but I didn't want you to ever think mommy forgot you. I will never ever forget you. I love you always always. I miss you so much my handsome prince. Please hug your grandmother extra tight for me since I can't and I'm missing you both so much right now. Every night I hope to see you in my dreams so I can feel whole again even if it's just for a few moments. Sleep peacefully my angel

- Mommy, Savannah, Georgia

It's almost what would have been your second birthday. I miss you so much and wish that we could celebrate your birthday together. I love you my sweet angel.

- Mommy, Savannah, GA

It's almost your 2nd birthday my sweet baby boy. There's so much I want to share with you. I wish you were here with me to hold, love and teach. I definitely won't ever forget all the beautiful memories you left me with and I hope you know I'll always love you.

- Mommy, Savannah, GA

HAPPY 2ND BIRTHDAY SWEET ANGEL!! I love and miss you so much! Today we went to the beach for your birthday and I tried to make you a mud cake. We also decided we are going to get ice cream for your birthday every year so today we had a new flavor, blueberry cobbler. It was tasty, but it just made me wish you were there to enjoy it with us. Please keep watching over us, and hug you grandparents and great grandparents. We love you very much! Continue to sleep in peace beautiful baby boy

- Mommy, Saint Simons Island , GA

Hey baby boy! I miss you so much and wish you were here. It's almost Thanksgiving and this will be the 2nd one I spend away from you and your siblings. Your dad and I are going to spend the holiday with your great great aunt. I hope that everyone has a good time and that I don't get too sad missing you and our family that's already in heaven. Kiss and hug everyone for me. I love you!

- Mommy, Savannah, GA

MERRY CHRISTMAS SWEET BABY! This would have been our 3rd Christmas together and I'm so sad that I don't get to see your sweet smile or your eyes light up as we enjoy this time together as family. Hug everyone a little tighter for me today cause I'm very sad and wishing I was with all of you instead of here right now. I love and miss you all so much!

- Mommy, Savannah , GA

I'm a little late but Happy Valentines Day i love you so much and thank you for sending your little brother Baby J here! He's so sweet just like I imagine you would have been. I promise to tell him all about you and let him know that you're watching over him from above. I love and miss you always. <3

- Mommy, Savannah, GA

HAPPY RESURRECTION SUNDAY! I miss you so much! I wish you were here so that I could hug you and kiss your sweet little face. Your baby brother is getting big. He's a busy body but it's cool to see his personality. Recently one of my older cousins died and it really devastated me because she was the only family that always made me feel special. Her death just made me realize how lonely I feel some days. I think of you every day even now and I just want you to know how much I love you and always will.

- Mommy , Screvey, GA

Another mother's day where I don't get to hold your sweet little hand or kiss you hurts so much. This year I have your little brother to shower with love but it's not the same cause every time I look at him I think of you and wonder how much he is like you and how much you two would be different. I think of how he doesn't have his older brother to play with and make memories with and I cry. Please hug your grandmother for me and tell her just how much I miss her, you, DJ, and everyone else who has gone on before me. I love you sweet baby, forever and always!

- Mommy, Savannah , GA

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Ollie, How i miss you so much. You little brother is getting big he's almost 5 months old. He's so smart like you were, and some of the things he does make me wonder if you would be doing them art the same age too. I wish that I could hold you close and feel your little arms wrapped around my neck. I look forward to the day when we're reunited because I miss you more than words can say. Give grandma a big hug for me and welcome your cousin with open arms. I love you always and forever!

- Mommy, Savannah , GA

Happy 3rd birthday to a baby so precious I was only able to hold him for a few moments in time. I love you so much Ollie, always and forever!

- Mommy, Savannah, GA

I miss you so much sweet baby. Your little brother is almost 10 months old already and he's growing so big. He likes to talk and best up me and your dad. He also had gotten pretty good at moving around in his walker. Thank you so much for blessing us with your presence and watching over us. We miss and love you always and you will forever be in our hearts. Kiss DJ your grandparents and your great grandmas for us. Until next time sweet baby. --Love

- Mommy, Savannah, Georgia

HAPPY NEW YEAR! I just want you to know you've been on my mind a lot these past few weeks and I've been wishing you were here to celebrate the holidays and even small moments with us. Your little brother is talking and crawling every chance he gets, pretty soon he won't be a baby anymore. Christmas was nice, but also weird just thinking of how your first Christmas would have been, and how many beautiful moments we've missed together. I love you so much sweet angel and I look forward to the day when we're reunited for eternity.

- Mommy , Savannah, GA

Happy Valentine’s Day! I love you so much! I think of you every day. Your little brother has a birthday coming up soon. I can’t believe he will be 1 already. Thank you for blessing us with your love and for being our special baby. You will always be my little angel. I miss you and DJ dearly, but I am glad to have your brother to hug on and imagine how it would have been if you were here. Your brother is getting so busy he’s trying to walk and talk and he already has favorite tv shows he likes to watch with your dad and I. In just a few months it’ll be your 4th birthday and I miss you as if you just left us. Sleep in heavenly peace sweet angel. I love you always always!

- Mommy, Savannah, GA